I've been told over and over by various doctors that depression is fairly common for people diagnosed with this disease. I'm usually a very joyful and bubbly person and on most days, I'm still that person. Yes, there are days that I think about this disease in it's totality and I start to cry. I wonder what would've happened if this disease had not been found in time. I think about my family, the strain this disease has and the toll it takes. I think about my future and the plans I had for myself....but now that has definitely changed. I don't believe that I'm depressed, but I am processing all of this information as best as I can.
I absolutely love this quote! You really just never know. I've joined several support groups now, and the struggle is real. There are so many people out there with various disease and to the naked eye, they may seem "fine" but they're doing all they can to hang on.
I'm grateful for an awesome family, sisters, cousins and friends who have been such a great support system during the hardest days of my life...so far.
Be Kind! I will...
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