Hair Cut...I'm Natural!!!

With everything happening in my life, for the past couple of months I've been losing/shedding hair. I've stopped relaxing my hair with chemicals since April, but had two different textures with the new growth. I woke up on Oct. 25th 2013 and decided I needed a change. I had my sister cut off all of my hair. I want it to grow back healthy, thick and natural. It was a big decision but one that I'm glad I made. It's taking a lot to get used to, but I'm happy it's done. My love isn't happy I cut it. He's always told me not to cut my hair, even before I had the thought. But I'm sure he will love it when it's long, curly and healthy.

Life Post third surgery

It has been a long two weeks!!! I went in the hospital for one surgery and left after two emergency surgeries. After the first lead replacement, it dislodged within 30 minutes of surgery. I was placed on bed rest and hadn't even gotten out of bed and the lead had already moved from my heart. The second surgery was scheduled very early the Friday morning and Dr. replaced the lead with a heavier one and used a different technique. I followed up a week later with my Dr. and it was still in place. I had the worse pain during recovery from the incision. It was itchy and burning...ugghhhh I don't want to do this again. I'm just happy to be on the road to recovery.

I'm still so shocked (literally) that the machine saved my life. I knew there was a "chance" my heart would fail because of the severity of the weakened muscle, but I didn't think that it would actually fail!! Who would?!?!?! But God is good! I had the machine to restore normal function. When I was discharged from the hospital, my heart began to beat on it's on without having to be paced the entire time by the machine. To God be the glory! I'm grateful for my family who are so supportive throughout it all. My baby sister and cousin who are here to help me through it. I head back to the Dr. tomorrow for another follow up and hopefully clearance to return to work. Pray for the best!

Surgery Tomorrow

Soooooooooooooooo the last 24 hours has been a world wind. At my Dr. appointment yesterday, I found out that the machine attached to my heart saved my life. So grateful! Now a lead is dislodged and I have surgery scheduled tomorrow to fix the screw that's in my heart. God is Good. Hopefully the recovery is not as long and I can bounce back quickly. Glad to have some great people in my corner. Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!

Back at it!

I've gone back to work and it has taken all of my time! The plan was to ease into it but that hasn't been successful. I'm back into the routine and it feels like I never missed a day. I'm learning to balance it all, and when it becomes too much I have been able to head home and rest. I'm grateful for a job that allows me to do so. It's good to interact with people once again, missed that human interaction. Just wanted to drop a note on how things are going. Hope they are well for you!

Lots of thinking

As my time at home winds down, I'm wondering if I'm ready to head back to work. It's just about readjusting to the way of things. Getting rest when it's needed and knowing my limitations. The good thing is, it will be two days then the weekend is here. Then the following week we only work three days and have two days off, plus the weekend. This gives me time to adjust. Time will tell!

My Australian friend Melany is here visiting. It's so awesome to have her here. We saw each other two years ago, at her wedding in Hawaii. She's taught me a lot as I developed as a person and a friend. We have been through some serous life changes together. Thousands of miles away and we're still able to maintain our friendship. Great friends are hard to come by! Fun, Fun!